Yes yes, I know that everyone reacts differently to chemo, but it is a safe assumption that there will be at least a couple of days after each treatment when I'll feel lousy. When I anticipated that I'd feel bad one weekend out of three, that seemed manageable; two weeks out of three is a whole different ballgame.
Fatigue is an inevitable consequence of both chemo and radiation, and the effect is cumulative. Dr. K plotted a nice little graph for me showing that after each treatment I'll feel bad, will slowly recover, but each time I'll recover a little less and be a little further from my starting point.
Out of the many things that I've been lucky about throughout this, one certainly continues to be that we're moving into spring, not fall. No matter how bad I feel, I can be sitting on my back deck when summer finally arrives. Much better than heading into dreary, rainy, dark winter.
From the very beginning all the doctors have said that I'm healthy and have a good attitude, and will be able to tolerate aggressive treatment. I guess this is what they meant.
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